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Just another Notch by gra-cairdeas, literature

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Just another Notch

I dissolve upon your touch gentle or rough I'm yours to control powerless to resist You feed me lies and I believe Because you're tearing my heart away I had everything together then you appeared With your axe, smashing through my sanity You leave me wanting you But you don't want me In the morning I'm just another girl, Another notch, another conquest I mean nothing.

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Just another Notch by gra-cairdeas, literature

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Just another Notch

The Pain of Remembering by gra-cairdeas, literature

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The Pain of Remembering

Diamonds trickle down my face, Knives stab at my heart, Snapshots flash before my eyes, Remembering tears me apart. Strangers smile and wonder why, I don't return it back, They don't know I'm dwelling on, A memory so black I wish I could forget you, For the pain to disappear, My heart is stuck in winter, And it's been almost a year. One day I will find summer, In my soul once more, Now I'll just keep wishing, To be who I was before

The Floodwaters by gra-cairdeas, literature

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The Floodwaters

Like ice shelves in spring, my world crashes down around me, as people pass by, oblivious Each morning my mask comes out of its box. my disguise, my lie, my very. last. defense. Different faces, characters, from day to day, all hiding my heart, my mind Someone breaks through, a hammer to glass, like flood waters my secrets, spill Its only so long, 'til they see the truth, and run, get out, escape From that girl over there, With the long brown hair, With the secrets, The scars, Drowning in her despair.

Death : Hunter by gra-cairdeas, literature

I am no hero by gra-cairdeas, literature

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I am no hero

I tell you solemnly, I am no hero. I am no-one. A name... A number... A picture in a frame Some say I did my duty, No less and no more, Some say that I'm a hero, But that's not true at all. I did not mean to die that day, Or even die at all, It was a normal morning 'til I saw our Johnny fall. I did not think, I only ran, To where I saw him laid, I threw him on my shoulder, And as I ran I prayed. A bullet struck my side I think, I'm not completely sure, I did not make it back you see, That's how I died at war. I knew what I signed up for, Knew what the price might be, I just did my duty, And freedom took it's

True Friendship by gra-cairdeas, literature

In You I Live by gra-cairdeas, literature

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In You I Live

Do not stand by my grave and mourn, I am not there, I did not fall. I do not sleep, I continue to climb, The world's my oyster and things are fine. In you I live, I do not die, Your heart's my home, please don't cry. In each and every thing you do, I'm sat there laughing and smiling too. And so, as God wills it, it will always be until the day you leave, and come to join me.

Hello My Friend by gra-cairdeas, literature

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Hello My Friend

Hello my friend, I've missed your smile. How do you do ? It's been a while. I can't see you, but I know you're there, laughing and smiling, the wind in your hair. I think about you, all the time, as the sun rises, and as the stars shine. I speak of you, when with my friends, and as each day passes, my heart slowly mends. I hope you're safe, I hope things are fine, I'll cherish the memories, from when you were mine.

I bid you goodbye by gra-cairdeas, literature

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I bid you goodbye

"You'll never be alone, while there's breath in my body" What about now ? 3 weeks to the day, since you sent that text to me as I lay, crying, because you were so many miles away. We could have had a future, together, friends, maybe more. I wanted to fall asleep, each night, your arms around me to safely keep me safe from sorrow during my slumber deep. Never again will I hear your voice down the phone. I am alone. I cannot lie, each time I think of you I fight not to cry. Sleep sweetly my love, I bid you goodbye.

Born but never known by gra-cairdeas, literature

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About gra-cairdeas

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Artist // Hobbyist // Photography

Nov 27, 1991
United Kingdom
Deviant for 15 years
twitter.com/gra_cairdeas
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^{I'm a 21 year old Zoology student at Nottingham Uni. I'm completely crazy, especially if you dare to take the time to get to know me. I'm mad about jitsu, it is a fantastic outlet. I've all but signed my life to the army but between that and uni I quite like getting out and about with my camera.}

Favourite Movies

Top Gun, Black Hawk Down, Les Choristes, Pearl Harbour, Sucker Punch

Favourite TV Shows

Gossip Girl, Grey's Anatomy, Casualty, The OC

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, You Me at Six, Three Days Grace

Favourite Books

The Rogue, Tamar, Embrace, Hunger Games

Favourite Writers

Trudi Canarvan, Simon Scarrow, P.C Cast

Tools of the Trade

Nikon D3000

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Jitsu =D

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Dec 28, 2015

So I'm currently living life up at a reserve in Paraguay, chasing owls, chasing dragonflies, chasing everything that takes my fancy. It's amazing here, I only wish I could do it justice with my camera.

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Oct 13, 2013

Field course

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Back at uni and back to photography.  We've just kicked of this years module with a field trip to Scarborough - our aim is to create a poster about why Scarborough is interesting to Biologists.  It rained, I got caught by a wave while lying down (ie, got soaked despite wearing waterproofs) and didn't see a single bit of sunshine or blue sky all day but you make the most of what you have. Over the next few months feedback will be appreciated even more than ever as I have to submit various bits of coursework and its all about improving and taking the best photos we can. I also have a new camera which I'm absolutely dying to try out: Just have t

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gra-cairdeas

Jul 19, 2013

Freeee!

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Yes you heard it; Uni have broken up and EMUOTC is on summer leave so finally I have time to myself.  Spent last weekend at Waddington Air Show so got lots of shots from there but there's also a few from getting out and about in the Peak District over the last few months. I'm currently planning my holiday to N. Ireland which I'm hoping will be great for some photography providing I work out how to fit my camera in my rucksack along with the tent and everything else I'm gonna need... Giant's Causeway here I come.